Hey bloggy,
Work ate my energy and I was afraid of what not to say. I’ve been doing fun things and spending a lot of time in bed, hum. After a few discovered melt downs and a fear of forcing time to constantly be the bearer of all the emotional dumps decided to finally embark on a MHP. I’m so extremely sceptical, since I’ve dealt with the dreams and soared on the sleep as of late –there’s a valid reason for this, but I’m giving it a go despite the feelings of impending doom.
I’m happier with work, although I fear this will be a “it will be OK when I...” situation like climbing an invisible ladder trying to reach something awesome at the top (like candy) only I hate climbing ladders, and after I exhaust all possible ideas trying to get past the glass ceiling to get to the top realise the candy was not the kind I wanted but I want it in my collection anyway, even though it probably wasn’t worth it. – seriously, I’m enjoying it for the most part.
I wish I could talk to people directly in proportion to how they are: “hey you piece of fucking shit, do your fucking job properly or I’ll slit your throat in your sleep and watch you bleed” I wouldn’t REALLY go gallivanting on a slitting throat rampage, but I would like them to at least pay attention.
Oh them, you fucking asshole.
The migration between the friends group brought a noticeable change in my memories of happenings. Things are still fun, just different.
I’m in the middle of an unexpected scenario – though no clue.
Parklife this weekend and a fresh tax check, I feel financial failure coming on!
I dream of having my own car, I probably wouldn’t feel so trapped and boring. I really miss being close to my Narangba friends. I caught up with some of those guys on Saturday night in a blur of the night with huge pieces of time missing. Short of the long, Oktoberfest, RG’s, Family. Ended up with B on the bathroom floor and waking up semi naked in Jakes bed an hour from home. Shining knight guy collected me in the morning and i spent the entire day complaining of ‘the hangover’ of epic proportions while fun festivities were enjoyed with favorites.
