Monday, January 11, 2010

Nikola Tesla percieved the earth as a conductor of acoustical resonance.

Unemployment.

It's a shame there's not too much I learned from being fired, perhaps if the store was ever properly managed and I was given legitimate reasons I would have.

I was right, and this is what I imagine being wrongly accused and jailed feels like.

Now that my anger has subsided there isn't really anything worth doing in relation to the company. I won't gain anything out of it, I won't believe anything else they say I've done after the fabrications they've claimed.

This is the first time in my life I haven't obsessed on where I'm going, what I'm doing. I know. I'm going to university to study something that I am not bored by. The outcome of these qualifications gives me the two options of the careers I answered when asked as a child.

I'm starting 2010 with the best mental health I've ever had. The medicine really saved my life.

Zap and I are back together. Since the motivation behind being together changed, our relationship has significantly. This time we're grown ups, and not just together because we fell into this. I love him very much.

It's 1 o'clock on a Sunday, I have nothing to do tomorrow apart from cook things I've always wanted to try and look at shit on the internet. Life is good.