I'm pretty much a zombie right now. I haven't really got much sleep since Tuesday. Was at work on Thursday til like 10:30pm trying to close the shop with Tim but it was so difficult because we were damn scattered. We kept stopping and giggling at bright coloured things for ages. I wanted to go out so bad because i was still buzzing, I was going to with Tim but decided not to because of too much work but I was so bored. I went home and went back out just to get petrol. I lay in bed for hours and hours and hours because I couldn't sleep, or I could sleep but I was having the worst hallucinations and terrors. I thought I was still in the club, I was looking at my ceiling and I could see people dancing everywhere and lights and stuff, the only way I could talk myself into not thinking I was still at the club was because I was thinking your looking at the ceiling, if there really were people there then they can walk on the walls and gravity just doesn't allow that. I would like close my eyes and see myself driving a car and running over a Rottweiler dog and it was writhing on the ground in pain and i didn't know what to do.
I went to Zacs on Friday night, and listened to them sing, or rather wail at sing star for hours. mildly amusing. Work was so crap on Friday and Saturday. so very very Crap. I've been on a massive downer since Thursday but last night (Saturday) was good. Those guys are so great. Hooking up with Pete, perhaps the most seductive man that ever there was. I had to catch the train to the valley by myself. I got hassled by these 2 idiots who ended up getting kicked off the train when security came to rescue me. Valley was good. Missed out on seeing the Ryan guy that i fell in love with last weekend. I don't know what happened there. Met up with a lot of old valley friends as well. We went to the beat and then we went to the family because we got free entry. danced for hours and hours. Left at close, waddled round for a bit, decided to drive home with bec and go to the Sunday markets where we spent some time begging this guy to sell me his inflatable boat. i had big dreams. We brought some carrots and a toy dinosaur instead.
Had a sleep, am not feeling quite so emo. thank god.
