Still have been alright. The footsteps are the worst, it sounds like how it used to and it tricks me for a moment and I hate it.
Can't really get around how weird I've been feeling lately. Limbo.
Its weird that I do not feel angry or resentful towards Zac. Its really just gone straight to being downright afraid of him and greatful that he is leaving the state.
Since having a d&m with CP the other night, I ended up repeating one of the conversations we had with others which was "What others think your major flaws are". CP didn't comment, my mother said I was brittle and thoughtless and Ben that I am naive and act a lot older than my age. It was interesting that I hadn't directly thought of these points before. I acknowledge that I am brittle, like cracking toffee in a person. Its true I overcompensate for having much older friends, but I wouldn't agree with being naive in the slightest.
