yeah so..
I realise I am just a paranoid fuck. I got this email from R yesterday:
"Hey babe,
I just had lunch with b so we could talk about "The Situation"... There's really nothing to worry about hun. She doesn't feel for me, I don't feel for her, we won't be hooking up. She just wants to hang out with me as a friend and I do too. I encouraged her to go see C and told her that I like you a whole lot, and really wish there was a chance for things to work out, which is all exactly how I feel. So me and B will be just friends, and when we hang out, it'll be as friends.. and though I understand your worries, I really think there's nothing to stress about. The situation from last week isn't continuing. I'm pretty sure she just doesn't want to be alone when your at Jake's, it would be pretty miserable for her...
Anyhow, I hope this doesn't stress you out at work, B just thought I should tell you I saw her today before she calls you tonight, which I think she plans to do.
Missing you,
x x R"
So yeah b rang me. etc. Its all fine. I guess I just don't want to share him.
I pointed out that she didnt invite me to hang out with them, and that she doesnt ring me to do stuff anymore, he explained it like this:
"Ok, you know how you love Radiohead and its your favorite band ever and you listen to it all the time.. then you discover The Arcade Fire and you change the CD and listen to them for a while, but you still love Radiohead and you'll play them again soon"
indie fuck.
I AM A MONSTER
Valentines day emails have been bouncing around the office. I contributed this:
(I don't think they were impressed)_____oh MS paint_______
I drew a picture in paint for Joels birthday (below) and I asked him if he liked it more, and he said he liked the bears waaaaayyyyyyy more
so I made him this:
I forgot to get R something. FAIL.
Oh man, im just so happy today. had the best sleep ever. Apart from the dreams but they didnt wake me up.
in other news. FINALLY GOT A HOUSE! moving on Monday. a beautiful house too.
WIN!
