the story being not something that I can spread across the internet. Friday was a really really bad day.
After the events of the day, I hid in the bathroom for like 2 hours and then R convinced me to come home. Pretty sure I got lost, and I'm not really sure what I was doing but I didn't get home until 9. (I finish at 5:30). Friday night was pretty much a huge dissapointment. I was meant to be meeting this guy for 'drinks' which I was excited for, and seeing B & P and Zac & Geordie. to no avail.
When I got back I went to get dinner with R and B guilted me into going out. I went to pick her up and we went to the tavern.
The tavern was.. fucking terrible. I hated it. My ex boyfriend was there and an assortment of idiots I would rather not see. I was standing there and some fucking wreck of a woman from across the room starts yelling SLLLLLAAAAAAAAGGGGG, SSSSLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGG! I didn't know what was going on and she ran over to me and hugged me... I then recognise her from some wreck I used to work with like 3 years ago. She started yelling at Beth and I for at least half an hour about people that I used to work with, and about they are all cunts and.. how shes a drunk, and she got in a fight last weekend..
she wouldnt shut up. it was frightening.
It was such a crappy night. Didnt help that during the day I accidentally poked myself in the eye and it was all red.
So I told B I had enough and left, I got home and R lit candles on the back varendah and we've got a whole heap of booze. We got really really drunk and ugh,
never mind.
I was meant to be packing on Saturday but got a bit distracted. I only managed to pack one suitcase. I like.. made some food, and lay down for a bit, and got back up, cuddled with R, rang T*, passed out for like 3 hours.
I own so much random stuff though, that in itself is such a huge distraction. Everything I'd pick up be something cool like.. a vintage 1970's bridesmaid dress, or cowboy jacket covered in tassles or a bag full of tiny wooden toy animals from the 60's ...a furry book with a tail?
the plan for Saturday night was for them to come over my house, and then go to Jakes party and then the valley. P, B and R were over, we had heaps of drinks and R decided he wasnt going to come because he needed sleep really bad.
Jakes was fun, it was good to see those I saw. I ran around swigging a bottle of $5 italian wine with the cork pushed into it. classy stuff.
We headed to the valley but we had to stop for fast food 3 times and a toilet. By the time we got there I had drank a whole bottle of wine in the car and passed out. I didnt actually even make it out of the car when we got to the valley. I slept in the back seat. I was dead to the world, B and P came back to the car and woke me up. I had fallen asleep with my phone under my face with the numbers imprinted on my face. I don't know how I didnt wake up the phone had 7 missed calls and like 5 messages.
So we went back to C's, apparantly. When we got through the door I fell face first on the ground and tried to sleep there. Apparantly I was saying "I deserve the floor" as they were trying to move me. I supposedly fell over a heap more times and when I woke up it was like 5 in the morning and I had no idea where i was and i was on the balcony. I was sleeping on this futon thing and i could see my phone on the table so panicking and realising where I was, I thought B and P had left me there so i went to grab my phone to ring them. All of a sudden the entire futon tipped over and p rolled across the floor. It was so funny, I didnt even know she was there to tip her out, how could I not realise she was sleeping next to me.. I leant over her.. oh p <3
The next day hung around at C's for a long time. Best balcony ever. When back to my house and stopped to get ice cream. Jumped in the pool in our underwear .. the pool was green. wtf? Was just hanging around with R, Jennay, Ly, B and P.
Last night got stoned, watched a bit of Pans labyrinth and slept for a long time.
Last night was the last night in the house I've lived in all my life.
Feels surreal.
Went to sign the lease this morning. it took so long to get there traffic was terrible.
