R came in just to pick me up yesterday. He was an hour late but it was OK because C was waiting with me. It was actually pretty fun. R and I decided to go home and get really boozed.
Apparantly he had made plans with B to hang out that night or well that she had asked him if he wanted to hang out, he said he was going to cancel. I dont get this! if she didnt feel like that way about him why wouldnt she invite me. She said she didn't like him like that at all, and that she was fine with me and him doing whatever it is that were doing. Although the argument that we've been having is that he liked me but he also liked B because anytime someone throws a tiny bit of affection his way he likes them, and then I told B you know.. how I felt. She said cool awesome, I never liked him anyway. Then R and her were texting each other a lot, and I asked him about it. He said he felt like she was leading him on because she was giving him so much attention, and then they talked about it and apparantly B made it clear that she didnt like him that way (she said that to me), but then she is still asking him if he wants to do something exclusively like if not tonight then tomoro and if not tomoro when? kind of thing and texts and rings him all the time. I just dont get what the point of doing that is. ARGH. I'm such a green eyed monster. I should just trust them. I'm pretty overwhelmed with R though. I would imagine I will start beating him with bread or something soon.
I don't know. I think there is intent there that I have to worry about. It feels like the time my ex boyfriend spent so much time trying to convince me it was fine that he hung out with his 'friend' Jaime and ended up cheating on me with her. EVERYONE KNEW BUT ME.
R and I, are not exclusive. I do not have the right to tell him he can't see someone, but my best friend.... DUDE.
